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Monday, December 28, 2009

My thoughts 2#

I just came back from Sandakan for my dear and beloved grandmother's funeral and I am feeling sick and coughing so badly its enough to scare my family. Why do I have this annoying sickness, well lets just say the hotel we stayed at Sandakan put the air con WAY to high.

Now because I feel as sick as how I just describe to you readers, I feel like I wanna faint and die. Only because I'm in a sickly condition and because school is next week!!! FUCK. Now I'm going to be Form 1 next week and I should be happy but I can't because I had a totally bad haircut and I am one hundred percent sure that my friends would laugh at me. Even though a few people from my old school saw me in my horrible hair style and that I completely tried to ignore them. Which made me feel a little better but those few people's thoughts about my hair style cannot compare the the bunch of thoughts of most of my other friends!!! Why?? Why must this happen. I seriously want to go buy a wig!!! Ugh. . . . . . .Worse and terrible part is that my hair can only grow back to normal after. . . . .say. . . two whole fucking months!!!! There is no WAY that I can skip school for the whole two months!!!

I feel like to scream!!! but I'm trying to calm down though.

Anyway lets change the subject.

Tonight I couldn't eat a lasagna at this certain restaurant cause what do you know the place was full! Not a single empty table. So instead we went to eat at this restaurant that cooks great Bak Ku Teh. Plus, because I was sick, I still did wanted to get better. So I wore a stuffy coat and kept drinking hot but calming Chinese Teh. So I sweat a lot! Plus, I'm starting to really like Chinese Teh again because I also feel my head getting dizzy when I work around the house. It felt like something poking at the sides of my brain but the Chinese Teh made my mind clear and the pain stop too. I also get this feeling my chest is like being push really hard which makes me feel like to vomit. I almost vomit while hanging the laundry today but nothing came out of my mouth. Ugh. . .I think my head ache is slowly coming back. So I'll stop here.

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