R.I.P

This is dedicated to my schoolmate, Chun, for I found out this morning that he passed away last night. I never knew he had leukemia. He just seem carefree and didn't had any worries. He like any other guys. The clown of the group he was hanging. Its like the picture I had of all the form 2 together smiling and joking around had a missing part. Like someone just took out scissors and cut him out of that picture permanently.I did notice he wasn't in school a lot but I didn't take it as it was weird for him to come irregularly. At first nobody believed because he was online last night on facebook when it turned out it was the last thing he did before he left. It was just a rumor and we all wanted it to be untrue until our class teacher confirmed it during assembly.

We all were shock. Eyes widen. Mouth hanging open. Soon chatters starts and we were told to give a brief silence to pray. And in that silence, my heart felt sad. Christina started crying and Denise & Chan Yng tried to hush her silently to pray. My legs felt weak and numb. Tears formed at the very corner of my eyes. Its amazing how someone you know but not necessarily close to can give you such grief now that they're gone.

So I'm gonna say this now. Please God may you forgive and bless his soul and that he is in heaven by your side. And Chun,I'm really sorry if weren't all that close but I sincerely hope that you are somewhere in peace and happiness.I also hope to go to your funeral and give one final goodbye. Its hurt to say goodbye but it hurts and stabs more to say goodbye forever.

Oh my gosh I think I'm going to cry now.