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Wednesday, July 13, 2011

To Life

Yes, my friend this is a post directed to YOU. I never realize asking you to cosplay would put such pressure on your family's budget. I feel as a manager I may not be doing enough for you. I will have to work on that after August because there will be exams in that month. I must apologize for I haven't been reading your post for quite some time and did not realize the stuff you've been going through. so lets start with messages from me to your posts.

~~its weird or is it just me? post~~

Yes our time in Year 6 could never be compared to up until now. It was our "Golden Year". The year wear everything seem perfect. Everything was simple and so easy to go with the flow but alas we are growing. We will mature just to experience this gift that we call "Life". It is inevitable and I have long accepted that but it doesn't mean I'm not scared. Its nice to think deeply about things once in awhile but as long as you're experiencing an honest happiness, its okay as well.

To think deeply about something makes you feel like your reciting everything that is and that isn't but it doesn't mean that it is a feeling important than others. To me, despite knowing the negatives in this world, feeling happiness is better than feeling nothing at all right? But if you still think you want to think deeply. Take a 10 min break to yourself. Just sit in the center of a room, take a few deep breaths, look around you and slowly suck everything that you know. 10 minute is far enough.

~~Prejudice~~

I believe everything happens for a reason. Although even I don't know my purpose for being born, I know one thing and that is I am a VERY lucky person. I may not have told you but I use to do a lot of stuff that I deeply regret and each problem made me think "I'm going to be in trouble THIS time for sure!" but God seem too loving and generous to me. You don't know how many chances has He given to me. I wasn't that close to Him till I realize this. Sometimes I don't think I deserve His mercy but I still pray for it and His guidance. The fact that out of all the religions you could have, you got the one you have rite now. So sometimes why not you chat with Him? Like he's there. That what I do. And also I find this quote true. "No one can grasp you happiness except for you."

~~Time is catching up with me~~

I must agree with you on that. I'm most likely choosing commerce and hopefully within 3 years, I'll get a few certificates and a scholarship too. I'm a lil' bit scared though. Worries like "What would happen to Mum if I leave her alone here? Who will take care of her?" or "Can I find a scholarship offer and live off school loan?" or "Will I be able to find a right publishing phase?". There is so much that sometimes is overwhelms me. So all you can do is do your best. Though if you were to ask me what my future must contain than it would be it must be a future where I am able to do what I love and hopefully help people in some way. I want to learn to be a strong person that helps those in need. I would hate myself and regret it miserably if I grow up to be someone that contradict that. That would make me more of a hypocrite than I am already am. I love people. People are interesting and we all need them. I also hope to learn more people. We are all human after all so no matter how we despise each other, each person deserve to be understood, then and only then we can judge such person. People these day judge people straight away base on rumors or how they act but we REALLY don't know each other at all. So why are we judging them without understanding them first?

Well anyway this is what I think. My advice? You're 14 and the things that you should start thinking more about aren't all that it seems yet. If you still want a realistic reason to your actions, do it for the sake of the person you will become in the future. There was a quote that I always see out of the many quotes Maktab Nasional stick on the ceiling. "Take care of your character and your reputation will take care of itself. Hope you find this post useful.

3 comments:

  1. Wow....O.O
    I'm going to follow these awesome advices!! Lol...

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  2. lol... fran :) This post made me think and I finally was able to just move on and say goodbye to the past and make new memories

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