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I'm loving my school right now cause I'm only going back this Friday, 3rd of February. Speaking of February, its gonna be Valentine's Day! If there isn't someone I hang with on that day, I'm usually expecting Mum for her baking goods. Last year she made strawberry cakes and so far I have no plans on that day in particular that I'm hoping I could have time to make some for my Mum. I just have no idea what I should bake?  Got any suggestions? 


I'm dancing to "Drive By" from Train and "Princess of China" by Coldplay ft Rihanna. Two new favs! Loving Coldplay and Rihanna more though. You might hear me sing this for awhile. 


My mum and bro are both going for holidays leaving me miserably with my Dad whom I will have a World War 3 with for 5 straight days. Mother is going to Taiwan and Douglas is off to Korea but at least I list them down stuff for them to buy there. Like more nail polishes for my nail polish box to keep, studded leather bracelets, fedora hats , leg warmers (thought of it for fun), thin belts and so much more! This means I can be more creative with what I wear. Bwahahahahha! 


Well thats pretty much it. Uneventful I know but I'm still hoping for something excitingly great to happen! Comment peeps! Seeya!!

I could've have been a princess,

You'd be a king

Could've have a castle

and wore a ring

But no, you let me go~

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Okay its been sometime but...What uupppp? I'm writing this partly to warn all those who will see me do not be shock if you see like a bad scratch on my cheek, I was attacked by cows in Kundasang. Joking, it was my rebellious 5 year old niece that cause it with her never cut nails. If you grab her or piss her off, she scratch, punch, beat, you name it. It mostly because the boys that she meet on her way to school bullies her sometimes so she always use self-defense but I was barely bullying! I mean all did was grab her ankle (not so hard of course) and instantly she slumped and half-scratched and half-pinched my cheek, thus not only slightly peeling my skin but deepening the wound a tiny bit more than your average scratch and what initiated this unnecessary scene of force? Well she wanted to wake me up so I could play with her and knowing I was half awake, she snatch my pillow which I refused to let her run away with since I really needed sleep. 


I was mad like well...MAD but after a few minutes of shocking people I fell over stairs and making eye contact toward Avril after that, the anger just blew like a candle. Her parent kept pointing at my face whenever she was being immodest and kept telling her to say sorry again and again. So yeah. Plus I love to make up stories of how I got the scratch. I've was involved into an attempted murder plan and got it or I was scratch by a zombie from the walking dead and is slowly dying to be revived to commit cannibalism. Oh the possibilities I could make up. I officially have enough pair of jeans. I got the skinny dark black jeans, skinny fit dark blue jeans and some slightly baggy light blue ones. Free cheers for jeans and denim! 


I think I may have caught the flu which Avril, Noelle (she cries only when she has medicine time and she make the cutest natural sounds I ever heard from a baby) and Dad had before they left his morning. Wonderful! I might even miss school if I don't survive.


Many of my relatives have been asking since they knew my brother, Douglas, might be married next year. They ask him all the little nitty gritty details of which church he's gonna be in or when will it'll happened and a bunch of other stuff. I love my brothers and I'm happy that they found someone that even makes them consider to make them want to be with them for the rest of they're lives but I feel a bit alone and it feels like I'm the only one left behind to finish my growing up phase. Honestly I feel a bit uncomfortable sometimes but I do suck it up. Its just something I'm not used to. I shall be the brides maid for the first time in my life and I'm a bit nervous since they're will be other bride maids from the bride's side that I may not get along easily since I'm quite bashful.


I have barely had time to do my hair like I wanted. Hopefully I can do but its a risk since it may look horrid on me and I don't have the number of days as I needed to fix it. I just got my list of homework only today and I hope I can finish within tomorrow afternoon till night. 


Thats about it folks! Maybe after I officially post this, I might change the blog's main pic again. Comment peeps! It feels like I haven't talk to you guys for like months! 

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Went to Kundassang a few days ago for 3 days and 2 nights and came back yesterday. Its nice once in awhile to see nature and the outskirts of town. I got a few snacks that we bought and tonight I'm going to my uncle's house for Chinese New Year Eve dinner. I'm debating whether to rock it with my dark sandy colored leather dress and heels or to just go pretty casual? Which you think would be more better to where? I'm more on the casual but I like to be a bit pretty because they actually fear me and maybe even respect me when I look a bit more matured. Ah society but I love that sort of confidence that I have ruling over them. Decisions to make so little time. I've made  a deal with the devil (my brother, Douglas) to pierce my ears as long as my mother does it too. GAAHHHHHHH!  I'm actually suppose to be doing some book arranging right now so I'm typing this really fast and may have skip afew of the nitty gritty details. My niece is aslo around in her rebellious stage so I must go.

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I hurriedly painted some gloss on my nails early in the morning today before I shower because I keep forgetting to, I had very a new school schedule that will start operating next week and they're not to my favor in terms of how many times I have to bring brick books on what days which is every 5 days of the week. Thanks for risking me spinal pain person who made the new schedule. I finish most of my homework and just got to print some stuff as the secretary's assistant of St.Ambulance. See bro? I got a position. Promise no.2 check! I didn't have confirmation class today and I'm starting to think whether if it still up and that I'll never be confirmed. Went to facial and hopefully my face will be nice by Wednesday at the most. I want to look nice for my Big Bros that are coming for Hols and my nieces, not some red polka dotted face monster that turns to be their unfortunate Aunt. Wouldn't want that happening would we now..


I have been manga sober for 10 days now and because I'm so dead set on not being such an internet sucker, I literally haven't been online as often as I am and am actually only enjoying youtube, blogging and picture hunting. That it and once I fulfill all 3, I get bored and find my computer revolting. Who knew there be a day like that. I find that funny.


By now you should notice today's Friday the 13th and really I didn't had that much bad luck. I am listening to "Ass Back Home" by Gym Class Heroes ft. Neon Hitch (she is awesome and so is this song. Current fav!!) as well as Kelly Clarkson's "What Doesn't Kill You" newest single. Pretty cool and as well as inspiring. I'm also in wattpad and recently discovered that a writer whose story I LOVE SO MUCH made the male main character to write a journal to know more of his inner thoughts now that shes not using him as a POV in her second sequel of her story which btw is casted as one of my fav hot blondes, Alex Pettyfer. His character there is strong, confident and egotistically funny and witty like hell so I really like the character the author made him out to be. So I'll end it here and I'll leave you guys to enjoy Alex chuckling charmingly above right there if you click while I go do that printing I mention.


P.S. Having pancakes for dinner. Ha! Always wanted to have breakfast at night. I've feel awesome at the moment.

I know..I'm a post-aholic

But could you blame me for typing. I mean even if you put me to jail, I'll still try to get on my blog for the sole purpose of posting though I imagine the post would be very gloomy like "today's revolting jail meal is some muck they actually call porridge. Ah the canteen ladies have horrible ragged hair nets that it barely do any justice of fashion on them and it isn't even keeping they're hair out of the food obviously seen since I can distinguished a gray strand on my bowl. Blegh!" or "I have some brand new awful bland color jumpsuit to go with..Oh what a surprise! It'll be piled up with all the same 11 jumpsuits in the corner of my concrete gray room that I share with a roommate who keeps scaring me with some scar she had at a "stick up or robbery gone wrong plan". Splendid ain't it?". Amusing I know. Foster The People is coming over to KL and I want to go but I have to be less selfish this year *sigh*. Call it what you want! Yeah Yeah! Okay I'll stop. Haha


One Direction is literally everywhere I go. On the radio, on the net, even some of my fellow schoolmates loves them which is no surprise but when they show it on FB too, it gets like "Holy Shimz! where did Zayn pic pop up from?" or when they're compliment them like "Liam in plaid" pic and I'm just like they're gonna go global domination too and heck I'm slowly starting to like them. 


My Mum can be such a party pooper sometimes *sniffles* and sometimes I have this stubborn urge to pop her "I'm Mum, so child, I'm RIGHT." bubble but I know there would be some serious self-esteem degrading process happening if I did so I'm doing my best to be the modest lady I am. I like this quote I've been seeing "Look like a girl, Act like a lady, Think like a boss." So empowering.


Oh Just for the lovely nostalgic idea of recalling my lovely teen years, on the 6th of Jan at class during recess, we had like a charade of trying some mustaches and we all agree that it would be SO awesome to have a polaroid camera (I'm praying I'll have at least that this year that I can somehow muster up from my parents), for moments like that. GAH!! So before that dream come true, I shall leave this post a pic of Mustaches to be taken photo of with us in the future!!!


I've had this pic for a long time, so its nice to find a post it can belong to other than in my profile~ Toodleloo readers! ..Just call it what you want! Wa-Wa-Want!! Okay I gotta stop before  Mum officially labels me creepy. 

4th of January

First day of school was fresh, friends says that they don't feel like they change and feel the same. I feel anew and in a way I may seem like I'm the same but I've feel like I'm open. Its like this amazing floating and forward feeling yet at the same time I'm still concrete to whats going around me. Of course, I can't really say this since my peers doesn't feel the same way and that would be nothing to relate in convo hehe. I realize I have lots of female teachers than male teachers, all to which seem very decent Teachers whom I'm confident I won't have much problem about. I just have two books left to buy and find (I mean how many Booster A+ are there right? Well nobody told me it was that hard). Sport day is moved to the middle of the year. 3 people from last year has transfer from my school from my class. Theres some strict changes I have to adapt to but I ain't complaining.


It rain on that day and did I ever told you how I love rain like how it is now. People likes it because its in a way pretty and it makes you feel nice and cozy in the cool air but I don't just love it like that. I love it because I find that I'm in a world of such mystic and awe when I see the rain. I love it because I like this folklore at how the rain drops are actually sorrow of missing a love one from spirits above. I love it because I love to cry in the down pour so no one can tell that I'm crying. I love it because when I feel it pouring over me gently, I am reminded at how harsh reality and lovely it can be in a subtle way that makes me want to stay underneath the clouds for a long time. I like how the sounds of water drips on the ground, on my hair, on my arms and I don't care if my clothes get soak but I get sad that I like it sometimes because people thinks its an omen that something bad is gonna happen and I believe that too. 


I went to Kompleks Karamunsing to buy some school books and before we went home, we decided to get some Oreos McFlurry at the Ice-cream shack at McDonald. I was so happy to get my lovely dessert and as we were getting closer to the place, I saw the workers at the cashier. A guy sitting on the counter and a girl tugging his uniform's sleeve. At first I thought they were playing around but as we walk closer, I realize their expression. The guys looks pissed off for what seem like for the right reason and the girls look apologetic but frustrated at the same time. I thought it was those relationship quarrels and before I could stop and cancel on buying the ice-cream, my Mum wanted one too so I couldn't say no. We went up and I quickly state the order as the guy hop off the counter with a that "Welcome customer" smile and "Thank God you come here so I could avoid the discussion" eyes while the girl look angry and I almost thought she was mad at me but she wasn't glaring at me so I didn't think she was. I quickly grab our cups and hurried my Mum away.


I feel SOOO guilty and I hope that they work it out and that they won't have any bad feels for each other. I even made a note to make sure I remember that day.


Hey do I told you that day it was raining? Well rain bring bad luck apparently.


But it also washes the bad away.

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This is my last post that I'll leave you all until probably Chinese New Year so here it is. My new school term will be starting this Wednesday and I'm not so nervous about because it isn't a Monday so less pressure. I got all my stuff but I'm worried that the stock for these 7 books I need will run out by school starts. I think my uniform still fits me. I've been using this free Relaxing Bath Gel my facialist gave us and its quite an interesting one. If you read the description on the back it says its great for blood circulation, relaxing the muscle (I can literally feel them relaxing when I don't even want them too. Its a weird feeling.), boost up your body's natural recuperation system but the most effective effect I like about it is that it boost your metabolism bit by bit and I can see improvement on my stomach. Its like getting flatter in ways I love. I feel like I'm slightly cheating my way to losing fats rather than exercising but don't worry! I'm still doing my cardio. 


This year I'll be the most well-mannered, hard working, homework/studying-holic, brightest, modest and diverse 15 year old Lady. Do I hear a pfft from you? Well yeah for those who know me this may be VERY much impossible but I'm willing to fight for it. I made a few promises to a few very important people and I think its time to repay a section of it this year. My oldest bro, Douglas, will be coming back around the 18th January and my half-brother will be coming the day after with his family and I get to see my nieces Avril and my new niece, Noelle!! I hope to be they're favorite awesome aunt! (Gosh I sound SO old saying that) Partly because I can rub it in my brother that they like me more than them (Ho Ho Ho Ho Ho ego cough alert!). So thats pretty much it, so until next time amigos! Ciao!