4th of January

First day of school was fresh, friends says that they don't feel like they change and feel the same. I feel anew and in a way I may seem like I'm the same but I've feel like I'm open. Its like this amazing floating and forward feeling yet at the same time I'm still concrete to whats going around me. Of course, I can't really say this since my peers doesn't feel the same way and that would be nothing to relate in convo hehe. I realize I have lots of female teachers than male teachers, all to which seem very decent Teachers whom I'm confident I won't have much problem about. I just have two books left to buy and find (I mean how many Booster A+ are there right? Well nobody told me it was that hard). Sport day is moved to the middle of the year. 3 people from last year has transfer from my school from my class. Theres some strict changes I have to adapt to but I ain't complaining.


It rain on that day and did I ever told you how I love rain like how it is now. People likes it because its in a way pretty and it makes you feel nice and cozy in the cool air but I don't just love it like that. I love it because I find that I'm in a world of such mystic and awe when I see the rain. I love it because I like this folklore at how the rain drops are actually sorrow of missing a love one from spirits above. I love it because I love to cry in the down pour so no one can tell that I'm crying. I love it because when I feel it pouring over me gently, I am reminded at how harsh reality and lovely it can be in a subtle way that makes me want to stay underneath the clouds for a long time. I like how the sounds of water drips on the ground, on my hair, on my arms and I don't care if my clothes get soak but I get sad that I like it sometimes because people thinks its an omen that something bad is gonna happen and I believe that too. 


I went to Kompleks Karamunsing to buy some school books and before we went home, we decided to get some Oreos McFlurry at the Ice-cream shack at McDonald. I was so happy to get my lovely dessert and as we were getting closer to the place, I saw the workers at the cashier. A guy sitting on the counter and a girl tugging his uniform's sleeve. At first I thought they were playing around but as we walk closer, I realize their expression. The guys looks pissed off for what seem like for the right reason and the girls look apologetic but frustrated at the same time. I thought it was those relationship quarrels and before I could stop and cancel on buying the ice-cream, my Mum wanted one too so I couldn't say no. We went up and I quickly state the order as the guy hop off the counter with a that "Welcome customer" smile and "Thank God you come here so I could avoid the discussion" eyes while the girl look angry and I almost thought she was mad at me but she wasn't glaring at me so I didn't think she was. I quickly grab our cups and hurried my Mum away.


I feel SOOO guilty and I hope that they work it out and that they won't have any bad feels for each other. I even made a note to make sure I remember that day.


Hey do I told you that day it was raining? Well rain bring bad luck apparently.


But it also washes the bad away.