Day 1 of WW3

Mum left at 4AM in the morning today and my Dad doesn't seem to expect me to run back to sleep after sending her off but I'm not gonna offer such expectation. Then when we arrive at the airport, my cousie was there to send off her Mum with my Mum as well and I really wished I could stay over at her house.


At her house, it feel likes a second home to me. I don't feel awkward as she is just as understanding as a Mum and she has a normal experienced Dad that treats me like his daughter sometimes. They know where my school is too and what time to pick me up. Dad doesn't know the time. He doesn't even know that every school leaves early on Fridays. I dressed nicely when I went to airport for some reason that I couldn't phantom but I wanted to take a bath seeing if I got back to sleeping and wake up, I don't have to do bath when I'm pretty I feel lazy. I wore a green emerald tank top and my light navy blue sweater and purple shorts. When I went there, I notice people kept staring at me and debated themselves whether or not I was the one travelling. Then as my Mum check in with her group, I notice she had a face of embracing herself for travelling with people she never travel with without her own crew of family like me and Dad. 


So because of that expression on my dear mother, I shall do the same by embracing myself too but I still can't help but doubting about this week. If I were at my cousie's, I had the best week ever since we're practically like sisters to each other. I could have fun at school during CNY with my polaroid and come back to home and show her the pictures I take and she'll be honestly interested in knowing about my day rather than my Dad. Its hurtful to say this about my Dad but I can't lie. I can't pretend he's the best Dad ever but I can say he's trying, but not exactly trying rightly. I just woke up and he went out to order take aways for breakfast which I don't mind.


I prayed after coming back from the airport and before sleeping that Mum and everyone I know be okay and blessed and guided. I prayed that I get the patience ,endurance and will that I may need this week. I hope my prayers is answered. 


I have no idea what we're doing tonight but I'm hoping that we won't go anywhere this afternoon. Dad's home got to go. Fingers crossed.