To Life

I couldn't post since I have more than a couple sentence to reply to your post. Its only my perspective so you may or may not heed to it. To me I quite like being alone as it is because of the above picture that is my reason that I like it. Me and Oscar Wilde have loads of stuff in common since I am in love with his quotes and poems. 

Sometimes when you alone, untouched by the world outside your room's door or in your internet, in the silence you "hear", "see" and "think" of other stuff you wouldn't normally think like about a habit you never knew of doing, a task you long forgot to do despite promising yourself you remember it or in this case, reflecting on the stuff that have happen and how you react to it. I've been seeing joy that isn't apply to me but to others around me to which I'll explain more in detail on the next post after this. I'm in a family issue and after giving myself some time to forget about it for a moment, I see the good. Like yesterday I saw a full bow of rainbow after this huge rain and it was a happy symbol that kept reminding me the bad and good always will pass. So if you're going through lonely times, don't let it affect you to being pessimist. If you let a worse situation effect you and you start acting to it, it'll just might be even more worse. 

Maybe you're meant to be left alone for awhile to get yourself straight. If people left you to be alone, let them and you just keep carrying yourself and dance through it. Dwell yourself in things that you enjoy doing and once you're happy with yourself or be rid of that pessimistic demur, people will be attracted to your happy aura. It all starts with you and you can change that. However if people want some space, let them choose to be. You say you might be over-thinking it, than you should lower that par to it. 

I've recently learn you can't over analyze things but you can't be too ignorant too. Sometimes you gotta let Life surprise you and if you hate what you get, change it. You're capable of doing so in numerous ways possible. If you want people's attention, obviously you need to catch their attention through a charismatic "you". Take charge of a conversation. Be in the spotlight while still being you. People will want to talk to you. That is if you're sure you don't want to alone for a bit more.

You can just accept it and concentrate on other things, studies or activities. As Kelly CLarkson sings "Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone" in her "Stronger" song which can have a positive meaning other than in a relationship. Just because you're alone, don't feel you're lonely because you've got other things you can be involved and if you give your all into it, you'll barely feel lonely or maybe even if your friends start talking again to you. In any situation, crappy or happy, you can choose to say "It sucks" or "It's not that bad" depending on how you react and do about it. So hope you get what I mean and  find the solution to your problem. If you choose to see it as a problem anyway. Byes~