Reminisce

Hey amigos. Oh and congratulations for surviving the end of the world. We still got our wonderfully crazy, somewhat depressing but mostly happy life intact! *High pitch cheering* Hoorah! Hoorah! Okay that aside, its time for walking down memory lane!

So I'm going to take it back since I was form 1 because I've feel the three years I've spent would not be compared to the whole new different level of next year and that it sums up and connects together better. So I took out some pics from my phone that dates back between 2010 to this year. Though my phone sucks in terms of camera abilities so apologies.

I have to say I've been quite active in loads of things. I will forever be proud at joining my drama club in my first year in high school and although the year after that it got disbanded, it reopens for a performance next year and I manage to bag a humble position to be a part of it. I also joined a lot of fund raisers. I sold foods during a basketball fund raiser events and even got to make my dream of doing a stall with the idea of it as a bar. Though I couldn't be a bartender, was not made to be hehe but was fortunate enough to have friend who was. Check out that nice alluring non-alcoholic drink she made! We even had short straws and interesting ingredients to concoct delicious potions that we hope did not gave anyone a stomach ache. 

We did had fun though. We go around, buy some snacks and even some snazy hair spraying. Here's mine with yellow and blue or was it purple? Meh. I was very active in lots of things so despite how much of a procrastinator I am, I can say I lead a fulfilling teenage life so far. I've screwed up a lot. I have piles of mistakes just staring into my soul right now but I've learn as much as I tried from them. Though that lead to so many awkward moments and irony just loves to surprise me constantly. I'm not even going to ignore the emotional sponge I've received as well. Friends fight and argue. We make up and all is well. We laugh away from everything within a minute and already we feel we have everything again for a little while. We have fun and relish in the fact that we didn't care for a moment whether we were crazy or being judged. With your close friends, how could you not anyway?

No matter how different we all were, we could get along. Talk and joke about things no one else could understand. Here's a pic of a hangout I went before with boys and girls just hanging out together. We stood together side by side as much as we could. However not everyone stayed friends in each other's eyes or heart. "We're all very lovely till we get to know each other cuz we stop becoming friends and we start becoming lovers" said a line from a song I really like. Its true too. When you're a teen, you can't help to like someone else. You simply can't.

Oh and we cried too. We break down behind the scenes and face the monsters that were never under our beds but had always hide within us instead. We strive to succeed our dreams, at the same time fought off our demons. We had regrets that forever haunts us. That includes not being able to like that person, because we're cowards or that we didn't had the right to or because we were far too late. Everyone of us had stood at a point where we were confused, trouble or sad. We try to stand strong though. Another pic of a hangout here. We took a hold of what ever crap that life throw at us and threw it back into its face. Sometimes with our own strength, sometimes from others. 

We grow and change. I definitely have evolved with how I dress from 2010. I learn so many facts and disturbing ones too haha. I've tried different things. I've grown fond of people and I do try to take a moment to look at them in the eye and say "Thank you for being a part of my life." and to those who I know reading this as well because without you wonderful people, I would not be who I am today. I'm glad and thankful for whatever moment we went through together, in good or bad. You guys are awesome and inspiring to me as well as precious. Hope to see you next year!


So with everything that happened so far, I can't wait for what 2013 got for me. Hopefully it'll be my year you know? Ciao amigos. Leave a comment and you'll get this invisible retro car. Haha.

You know you want it. Uh-huh I know you want own this car and feel up its leather seat. Oh yeah. Go comment then!