Movin on as usual..

You know how you used to hang out with people from your childhood and when you grow up, they're no longer in your life? Well its been 2 years since I seen my "sisters" I like to call them and when I saw them in church, I ran up before mass was even declared over and speed towards them with my arm stretched for a hug. Tears streaming down my tears though I was trying so hard not to cry. I wish we stayed in a group hug forever but well time just doesn't allow that for me.

I knew it long time ago, that someday they won't be all that close to me anymore. That I'll miss the time they fight and enthusiastically at the same sarcastically debate over it. That I won't be the spectator of it all. I won't be eating perfect homemade chinese cuisine with them. They were like the people I look up to as a kid. Now they got there stuff going on and I too got my own things to deal with. I knew it but I never knew I miss it so much.

Then again, once you say goodbye, soon enough you'll say a new hello again.