Me and my Idiotic mouth

Urgh! Why of all time must I've give an attitude. To my MUM nonetheless!! You see she was talking about something sensitive and try to be casual about it, I slip something wrong and now she pissed at me. Moreover, after that she tried y'know verbally stabbing me and I sat quietly accepting as my repentance and fucking talk back at her. Not it a mean way but only she went on about how me and my other two brother's never once please her like she does with us.

I accept me and maybe my second older brother but the eldest? NO! He loves Mum way more than Melvin and I do. How could she not realize her FIRST son never please her? I couldn't stand back and let her take that as entirely true. Cause its NOT entirely true. Douglas (my eldest bro) loves her whenever he cans. He gives way more chances to my Mum whether or not she wants something or not than me and Melvin. He makes phone calls when he can during weekends and whenever he talks to me, I always tell him about Mum cuz even if I didn't, he would still ask about her before ending any conversation with me. He is a son that Mum should be very please to have. She can think me the worst ungrateful little child if she wants but not Douglas. He doesn't deserve that thought. But anyway, it seem karma got back at me by cutting my finger accidentally. Stupid paper cut.