Wish List

Dear Santa,

Lets see I want Fujifilm Instax Camera. A nice white one. Some particular new romance teen fiction books. I want my own pair of black combat boots. I would also like people out there to have a nice jolly Christmas, especially people who can't afford to, people who are in war and can't be with they're families and those who never have one before. So it you could at least make that last wish come true, that would be great and awesome.

From,

me

December!

It going to be December tomorrow and its my MOST FAVORITE month of the year. I love Christmas and I love the idea of Santa Claus, presents, x'mas movies and dinner that comes in this celebration. I also like to give rather than getting since I have the urge to and I'm going to start donating! I hope you guys do something "giving" for this x'mas for its the kind of occasion where you got to put all selfishness and horrible attitudes aside and be nice no matter what. Like make something handcrafted and give it to your family relatives. Do some helping whenever you can and there is an opportunity to do so. Reflect on yourself have you been good or bad this year in an overall conclusion. I have been doing loads of bad things that are more than the ones when I'm doing good things so I'm not surprised if I'm on santa's bad list. Still it doesn't stop me from throwing my bad ways. I'm gonna do good from tomorrow onwards!! For one WHOLE month too. Watch out December! Cause here comes Miss.Nice!

I can't get over it!

I've been listening to "A Thousand Years" by Christina Perri for like literally more than 100 times and I'm still not over it!! Just love it~

Lyrics:

Heart.Beats.Fast

Colours and Promises

How to be Brave

How can I love

when I'm afraid

To fall

But watching you stand alone

All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One Step Closer

*Chorus:

I had died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid

**I have love youfor a thousand years

I love you for a thousand more

Time stands still

Beauty in all she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything

take away

whats standing infront of me

Every breath

Every hour

has come to this

One step closer *

And all along I believed

I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me **

One step closer 2x *

And all I believe

I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me **

Will never get tired of this song for sometime~~Its just too sweet and meaningful for me to stop listening~ Did you guys see the official lyrics vid for this? Theres like fuor distinct twilight symbol in that makes this song even sweeter <3

Funny Convos

1. Me: *starts laughing because feels giggle-ly*

Person1: *starts laughing too*

Me:*stops and gives confused look* What did you laugh for?

Person1: *stop and look embarrased* Oh I thought..Nevermind...

Me: What did you fart? Haha joking joking..

Person1: Hahahahaha...*Then realizes its a joke*

Me: Ew! Seriously? Gross!!

Person1: I thought you heard it..Hahaha

Me: OMG! Ew!! *leaving the room as soon as possible*

2.~At Pizza hut~

Chan Yng: So you've got anyone you have your eyes on?

Cristy: *looks at pizza* Yeah this pizza

Chan Yng, Cristy & me: *Laughs*

Me: Yeah he's name is pizza!

Chan Yng: Seriously bah!

Me: Fine. I'm sorry. He's full name is Pizza Pepperoni.

*All Laughs again*

3.Cristy: So I get these mirror over here and here and here and stuff

Cristy Oh Mirror mirror on the wall

Chan Yng: No they're not actually all on the wall

Me: No she mean that rhyme that goes "Mirror Mirror on the wall, Whose the fairest of them all?"

Cristy: Yeah

Chan Yng: Oh well they're not on the wall though. They're different.

Me&Cristy: *laughs internally*

Chan Yng: What? What?

Me: Nothing~

4.Dad: Hey how do I delete this?

Me: You click this to this

Dad: Oh cause its unimportant so all I have to is to put it into this file?

Me: Noo.....You click the delete button if you want to DELETE things Dad.

Dad: Oh oh OH okay I get it. Hehe

Me: Lol Dad.

5. Cristy: sry about that!!

Hafeez: its cool bro

Cristy: thanks gurl

Hafeez: lol

Me: lol hahah

I love these convos. They're just awesome. Comment please! Watchu think?

Breaking Dawn is Awesome

I LOVE BELLA'S WEDDING DRESS! Its BEAUTIFUL and all in capital letters! The drama and the suspense were totally awesome too. There is sense of satisfaction with knowing that FINALLY Edward and Bella are together and although they skip some inappropriate scenes just to keep it PG13, its still good. I keep repeating again and again in my mind and I just can't believe that it was only just part 1. I really don't want Twilight Sage to end but I'm still so very much looking forward to Part 2. I hope it'll be better than any of the other sequels before. Like the pic? Aren't they just so cute? Well I do! Till next time my readers!

Breaking Dawn!

Here I come baby! I'm gonna go to the earliest showing of the movie tomorrow with a couple of friends! Wait for me Edward and Bella!! (and maybe of course Jacob too) I want to see that wedding dress!!! I've seen a drawing of it from some book by Stephanie Meyers and its gorgeous! To the max! The sapphire hair accessory in her perfect bun is beautiful and I so can't wait to see the scenes for they're honeymoon!! And yes I am on team Edward (Jacobs fans doesn't need to hate do they?) and yes I admit, I love it when Edward break the bed which was shown in the trailer. Jacobs fan can chill cause I like Jacob too but its just that I like Edward more kay? People have different views! Great if you respect that! Though I just love this line that Robert Pattinson said on TV:

"My favorite scene is when Kristen realizes shes pregnant and she show her absolutely flat stomach."

Oh Robert you're so funny. Also have any of you guys here the soundtracks they're gonna use for the movie? Like "It will rain" by Bruno Mars (I know the ENTIRE lyrics as soon as I just fell in love with it!!) and "A Thousand Years" by Christina Perri (It warms the heart of all twilight or vampire lovers! I'm in the process of remembering the lyrics!!)? Another thing, are you guys just excited as I am? And if you already watch it, watcha think? Comment please!

P.S. Like the pic? Just look at that hotness!! *Looks and temporarily dies after being killed by they're hotness but then came back to life to watch the movie*

I feel awesome

Today was kinda epic. Its almost as epic how that one time we played tag and the tagger kinda threw a stick at my friend and she dodge it like in a game and me and my other friend saw it from the sides and it totally look like Mario when he's dodging mushrooms. Now when I say awesome, it doesn't mean its because of entirely awesome and happy things kay? I'm just feeling awesome cuz it actually happened all in one day with the most cliche and funny cousies and friends.

Anyway, I've got pinched by my cousie's boyfriend for "eyeing" his hot friend which I totally wasn't doing, I've got drenched by the rain and got laughed at by my cousin who watched me ran in the downpour as she sit there in dry condition waiting for me at the car, my MALE friend borrowed my "I'm famous online" tee since he got wet too and I must say he look Hilarious in it with a capital H, I learned today that sexy can be defined through whipping your hair and that when my Mum hold those butcher knife she looks scary but when you see her trying to cut open a coconut, you can't help but laugh.

So all that happen today and thinking about it just cracks me up. Anything epic or crazy going on with you guys? Please comment!

Awesome Showcase

Although they were some frustrating events in the process of getting into the showcase, it was all the more worth it. I can see a few glimpses of Greyson Chance and have the chance to hear this genius sing! I'm so happy to get to hear him sing and didn't really regret going to the showcase! He hates durians which is no surprise really. He was incredibly CUTE and even though they were some girls who had better opportunities to meeting him and even going as far enough to HUG him (DAMN!!!) and has they're albums of his autographed by him, I'm just so greatful to get to to the showcase anyway! It was fun and truly worth it! As a fan of him, I've totally think that all that leg sores and standing were worth it if were to hear him sing. I've hope he gets to come back again to Kota Kinabalu!

Btw I salute him for trying durians even if he didn't like it at first smell. Not many still tries it after smelling it.

Tower Heist

Tower Heist is the most cunning and funniest recent movie that out and I totally recommend you to watch. You'll totally be laughing and chuckling throughout the movie and you'll be absolutely be impressed with the unexpected plot twist it has. Simply put, its FREAKING AWESOME in its own badass yet smartass way. Plus who doesn't love Ben Stiller and Eddie Murphy in a movie? They're to perfect comedy actors that will have you entertained the WHOLE time. So get out there to a cinema and go watch it! Like as soon as you can!

Reply to:

1. Lonelyness

I mean the way Amber act when she woke up? Not when shes drunk oh and sure when entering into the comments it different but Part 1 & 2 was fine so how does making part 3 any excusable? I did ONLY mention part 3. Btw I forgot to give your poster again sorry! Guess it'll stay longer in my house until we made plans for our next hangout. Hehe.

2. not_so_lucky_girl

Your welcome girl! You deserve it! So I read your recent post and I'm all OMG right now. Seriously?!? I hope it ain't true! Oh Have you finally figure out how to adjust your wig? We should really meet-up and see if we can do a dress rehearsal. Text me if interested~

3. Life

Waddup! Haven't been to your house for like ages. You should really come over to mine!! Make an appointment already!! You have my address right? Oh yeah you can use the excuse to come and do a cosplay dress rehearsal. Not a bad idea eh? I expect a call from you!! And I don't really wanna do the curling idea. Maybe something else?

Stuff to do

With school out of the way, I can do pretty much a lot of stuff. Like practice my violin more, exercising more and hanging out more but I've just really want something new to do and yet I have no idea what. I'm pretty much just roaming around the house on my computer and eating and sleeping and I repeat the cycle the next day. Sometimes I do idiotic stuff like googling hot guys such as Alex Pettyfer and Chace Crawford (God bless these hotties!) or I go to the kitchen and make some weird snack (like yesterday I tried mixing jello with those chocolate sprinkles and it wasn't that bad. Seriously!) or I would just sit and let my mind wander to some faraway unrealistic world of mine or sometimes I just stare at people that passes by and make up some story about they're life thats probably not even nearly true in reality. Other than that though, there isn't much going on. The 3 things that I'm most expecting is Greyson Chance's showcase, Breaking Dawn part 1 (have you heard Bruno Mar's "It will Rain" song for this movie? You should!) and my trip to Hong Kong! (which is only next month). Maybe I should get a new haircut..Any suggestions?

Seek The Sleek

Its a fashion blog by Winda Tiodang and if you are simply in love with fashion, I totally recommend this blog for you to check out! Whether its high heels by Jimmy Choo or to a dress by Versace , its practically a fashion magazine. So I hope you just take some time and have a look at it!

Link: http://seekthesleek.blogspot.com/

The winner!!

Before I hit the drum roll and announce the winner of the recent competition, I would need to state my opinion on the participant's story. Starting off with:

1. not_so_lucky_girl

It did give me at least more than 50% of an impact and shock. You have successfully described Amber's personality which I'll give you credit for and it had quite logical chain of events happening but on the down side, Joshua seems a bit too casual about Ever kissing Damian but they way you write and describe the character's emotion totally made me believe that it was happening and I'm almost forget that it was MY story. Compared to last year, you have increasingly improve and I would love it if you continue doing that in the competitions to come!

And now to our NEW first-timer participant!!

2.Lonelyness

How should I say? Well I think you went a bit overboard with Amber's personality. Not that much, just a bit. Your description was too much satisfaction and that I did enjoyed reading it. However, they were some grammar mistakes that was vital since it could lead the reader to misunderstanding a bit to the story line. Another thing is you over-dramatize the story with too much "?!?!?!"or ".....". I understand if you're trying to give a good idea of how the character is feeling but I think you need to control how much you can emphasize. You also lose how you paragraphed them at Part 3. I know you're rushing with writing this story but that not an excuse seeing I gave PLENTY of time. I do give you thumbs up with the story line and your awesome skill of description. I hope to see you improve in the next competition. Gambate!

Now I shall announced the winner for this competition is...* drum roll* ...Last year's winner not_so_lucky_girl!!! She has won two time in a row now and I am still anticipating for someone who can manage to break her chain of victory. So not_so_lucky_girl will get a set of accessories from Hong Kong which includes a ring,necklace and a purse! Again to not_so_lucky_girl, BIG CONGRATULATIONS!!

Rumor has it/ Someone like you ( Glee version )

All: Oooooh! Oooooh!

Mercedes:

She, She ain't real

She ain't gon be able to love you like I will

Sure she got you owned

but baby is that really what you want

Bless your soul

you've got your head in the clouds

she made a fool out of you

and boy shes bringing you down

she made your heart melt

but you're cold to the core

Now rumor has it

she ain't got your love anymore

All:

A rumor has it! A rumor has it! A rumor has it! A rumor has it!..

Santana:

Don't forget me I beg

I remember you said

I heard that you

settled down

that you found a girl

and you're married now

I heard that you dreams came true

Guess she gave you things

I didn't give to you

Mercedes: Woah~

All:

A rumor has it! A rumor has it! A rumor has it! A rumor has it!

Santana:

Don't forget me I beg

I remember you said

All:

Never mind I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

Santana:

Don't forget me I beg

I remember you said

Mercedes: Sometimes is last in love but sometimes it hurts instead

Santana: Sometimes is last in love but sometimes it hurts instead

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My current favorites song. Love the collaboration they did with this with both Adele's songs. Glee shall forever be awesome!!

Greyson Chance!!!

If you don't know who this purely talented guy is (shame on you!), he is an artist who was discovered by Ellen DeGeneres and has even signed to her first record label company eleveneleven! His cover of his number one inspiration, Lady Gaga's "paparazzi" had gotten over 43 million view on youtube and that now he has his own album "Hold on til' the night" with his most well known singles "Waiting outside the line" and "Unfriend you". He will be showcasing, here, in KOTA KINABALU, at 1Borneo, Gourmet Lane, at 17th november at 8.30pm. According to some people, the ticket ARE NOT selling here so you have to win them in radio stations such as Hitz.fm KK. I've manage to follow one of the hitz cruisers (Finally!! After some many times of driving around each day!!) at yoyo cafe! They usually only give 4 passes whenever they stop at a random place but luckily for me, they gave away 10!!! I've manage to win one!! The question are only easy if you REALLY know Hitz.fm kk and a few lives and concerts that the have advertised before. Knowing really well about Greyson Chance will help too! I'm am SO thankful to first God, my awesome Mum for checking FB for wherever the hitz cruisers are and last but not least Google!! So I can't wait!!!

Mother's opinion

A mother's opinion or point of view is like a teaspoon of wisdom added to your bland cup of water. Today was just one of those days that I had earn myself another teaspoon.

Mum: Y'know I do read bit of your blog sometime

Me: Seriously?

Mum: Yeah but only when I come across it.

Me: Oh, so what do you think of it?

Mum: I think you think of stuff thats above you or like its too mature. Its scary in fact.

Me: WHAT?!

That like shock me. I mean I've never taught of my "opinions" that way but yeah maybe it isn't what a teenager like me suppose think of but it wasn't like she disliked it though. She even bothered to state that she didn't say it was wrong to which I have humbly taken in and not further question about it. She also states although I don't act that mature as my thoughts and ideas, she think it would be better to get a little bit more serious by now. In other words, growing up.

Graduation song

I still remember when I was 12 in 2009. We did one last song and I've never describe the feeling I've felt that so here it is. We just all came back from changing our clothes into uniforms. We were all still had some traces of sweat from our last dance performance and were trying to catch our breaths as we the front row held they're mics. Then we look at parents and kids that we know watching us together like this for the last time and we realize this was it. Then the song started.

"And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives"

We look at each other smiling and just kept looking at the crowd and soon our mind concentrated on remembering the lyrics. The words that we were singing made us all aware that it wasn't going to be the same from this night on. What the lyrics portrayed, were like something we refused to admit, yet here we are singing it out. Pushing aside all dignity and pride and mustering the emotion to sing. Teary eyes threatens to ruin our make-up when we sang the chorus.

"As we go on

We remember

All the time we

Had together

And as our lives change

come whatever

we still be

friends forever"

We kept blinking, trying not to let the audience before us notice but really, everyone on that stage could tell the redness in our eyes. When we reach the instrumental part of the song, we all looked down and looked at each other. "I'm gonna REALLY miss you" was what we wanted to say and in that time we stare, when we had to sang again, it was even more harder singing the last few verses left. When we finally stop, the audience applauded as if knowing how meaningful we meant in the song as the thick red curtain fall. We didn't bother bowing much. Instead we ran to each other and hugging just about everyone. The classmates were brief and heart-wrenching but the closest people were hugged twice and we muster out sobs of "I gonna really miss you" or "good bye". All though they were some who were still stubborn and stayed away from the hugging activity almost everyone were doing, there wasn't really any regrets for me honestly. Soon we all took quick tear faced picture together and went home. We sat in our cars flashing the faces and memories of our friends and when we finally tuck ourselves to bed, we stare up the ceiling and think that this was it.