Hobbycon

Its my third time going and there are a LOT more cosplayers joining this year and I'm VERY pleased at the number. Me dear close friend joined as Alice. She was pretty and for her first time, it wasn't at all bad. Not even the slightest. Heck she was ask by quite a few people for photos. I'm so happy for her. However the highlight of the event for me was when I go to my usually once a year tarot card reading. I don't believe in it entirely but I just do it for the fun of it and the guy even remembered me! So the first question I ask was how was my overall luck for next year and it was something I didn't expect. I was gonna go trough a lots of up and downs with good lucks and bad lucks in hand. According to him, I shall face emotional and physical pain. It could be back stabbing friendship or other what not but he made it clear to me that it would hurt me deeply. He did say that if I overcome the terrible hardships to come, I would go through many great awards and he mentions that I would be doing a lot of giving and charity next year. Its the hardships that I fear. I mean I'm never one to be confident in overcoming huge hurdles, just hopeful and trying my best but I feel however that it may not be enough next year. Then after a few turns, I ask another question and that is whether I can achieve my high goals as a journalist/writer with the achievements I wish to grab as I make my way to my future. He said I have the brains and people supporting me as a back up plan but I will make a some people pissed off at me on my way to my goal. These people may also cause me my down fall to which he say IF I fall, then I would fall VERY hard to the ground seeing as I am achieving REAL high. So I'm glad that I got to hear that I had skills and plans to go through it and I'm not at all that worried about pissing a few people of for I was quite aware of the consequences to come for deciding what I wanted to do, is the falling that I'm doubting. When I'm down, it takes a lot to muster the strength to get up and I'm just wondering the hell I'll go through once I do fall. Do you guy think of this stuff? Comment and let me know!