Welcome back Coldplay and Helllloooo HK!

I haven't seen them for what like ages and now they're back with awesome songs that I admire. Especially they're song Paradise. Its aspiring and its like a getaway song from reality and a pathway to my ideal paradise or at least in my opinion. Hong Kong is just 50+hours away and I've only just started packing my shirts and tops. I'm hoping to buy Fujifilm Instax there and the most reasonable price but I need the approval of my brother since I think they know whats better and I just email them about my interest in the cam and wondered if they thought it was good. There are at least 3 most important thing I want to attain while I'm there. Fun, combat boots and that camera. If I could fulfill at least 2 out 3 of these, I am satisfied!! I hope to spend lots of time with my bros too. Like exchanging DS games, going around the roller coasters and other amusement ride, and as well as eating food together. My brothers lives at different countries and as a little sister that is like 10 years more younger than them can be tough for me emotionally. They're out at the world exploring and doing what they love as happiness with partners that makes them feel they're not alone and have someone they can rely on while I'm stuck here in high school with huge exams to worry about and has still has SO MUCH MORE to learn and experience from before becoming an adult.

Sometimes I envy people whom I know have sibling who doesn't have a huge age gap between them so they won't miss things that they both have yet to done nor do things that the other haven't. When I look at people like that arguing, I sometimes am reminded for taking granted the times when my brother were just teens themselves while I was but a kindergarten age. Though I don't regret all of that but there are some when I think that I could have been more nice to them. So I'm going to steal as many bear hugs and conversations with them as I can! I mean, you could NEVER, and I mean NEVER say enough "I love you" to those who you really miss and cherishes. Might wanna do that before 2011 ends. Oh and guess what, I think my cousies are doing a "i heart you" events for all of us. Like a small social party at a villa maybe? Something to commerate to love ones and tell them all those sappy but honest stuff that we never get to tell before December ends. I hope they're able to make it! Bye peeps! Hope you have a jolly awesome December!!