Ah decisions, you make me sick..

Literally though. I'm ACTUALLY sick. I have a slight fever and a sore throat but I don' think its because of the decisions that I just found out last night. Its a huge life changing decision and I want it SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much to happen next year. I can't give details yet seeing its not confirmed but just pray for me that it'll happen my readers! Please? Still I have bits of doubts so....I'll need one last person's opinion then maybe I know what I really want to do.